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[ That makes him a little nervous, but Yuuri steels himself. ]

But what? If I forgave you back home, I'd probably forgive you here too.

[ He takes a step so that he can actually look at Saralegui. ] I'm still me, you know. Even if I'm missing some memories.

You still said "probably".

[Yeah, like he was gonna fail to notice that. Saralegui frowns and goes silent for a moment, but eventually he sighs and carries on.]

I tricked you into using your powers to...ah, deal with Large Shimaron for me. [A beat, and he adds:] Not that it wasn't for your own good as well. King Lanzhil would have hurt you and your people, and you weren't about to do what was necessary to stop it yourself...

[Yes, it sounds a little better phrased like that. It's even true, sorta.]

[ Yuuri's quiet for a long moment. So... he was tricked? Saralegui doesn't seem like the type to trick people, but then again, he barely knows him. ]

How exactly did I deal with them? [ He has a feeling it was violent in some way, because that would definitely be something he'd never resort to on his own. ]

[~~yuuri you sweet summer child~~]

Storms, earthquakes. Your usual methods.

[Or rather, the Maou's usual methods. But whatever, Saralegui's trying to be flippant about it.]

[ He was afraid of that. That's usually how things ended up going, if his powers ended up getting too out of control. Yuuri clenches his fists, letting out a breath he wasn't even aware he was holding. ]

So... how did you trick me into it?

[How does one say "I have mind-control powers" without sounding really creepy? Especially when your companion already seemed a little unnverved?]

Let's just say I'm very persuasive.

[ Unfortunately, that unnerves him a little more. ]

...What do you mean?

[The sideways glance he shot Yuuri was more than a little exasperated. God, he'd almost forgotten how dense Yuuri could be. And it wasn't always quite so charming.]

You're not the only king with unique powers. And to be honest, you're extremely predictable. It didn't even take any special magic to guess what would set you off and arrange it. I only really had to force it once.

[ It's only just now that all the work Saralegui put into manipulating him dawns on Yuuri. He subconsciously creates a little space between them. ]

...You arranged everything to manipulate me into doing something you know I wouldn't ever want to do. [ They're supposed to be friends, though. That's what he said, and there's no way Saralegui would have been that upset before if they weren't, right? Yuuri wants to say something along the lines of "that's not what friendship is supposed to be", but. That wouldn't help anything, and it's all in the past anyway. There's nothing he can do about it now.

So, he takes a few seconds to gather his thoughts, letting a soft sigh. ]

What... happened after all of that?

[Saralegui is very much used to reading into body language. It's a large part if why he'd wanted to have this conversation in person. And currently, Yuuri's body language is suggesting a pretty pessimistic outcome here.

He wilts for a moment, the disappointment hitting him harder than he'd expected it to. He knew there was a chance Yuuri wouldn't be so forgiving this time around -- hell, it was the most rational response. Saralegui only allows himself that brief second of distress before he steels hunself, lifting his head and straightening his back like a proper king, above such emotional responses to actions that had been, pragmatically, the best option at the time.]

You lectured me. And then said you'd always trust me.

[It sounds ridiculous. He still doesn't get it either. But he still appreciated it.] Maybe that's why Yuuri's reaction is so depressing.]

[ Yuuri pauses in his steps, taking a moment to really concentrate.

He would always trust him? That does sound like something he would say, to someone he considered a friend. But... they don't have a history, not here. Still, he's the same person, memories mixed up or not. Whatever he had wanted to say before is out the window now, and Yuuri is a little unsure of how he feels.

For now, he'll just have to go with his gut instinct. ]

Okay. [ It's a small affirmation that's more for himself than Saralegui. ] Memories or not, I trust my own judgement. I knew you well enough then to keep trusting you, after everything. So... I'm going to do the same here.

[ Yuuri pauses again, trying to carefully hash out his words. ] The fact that you told me that, even when it would've been better for you to lie... I think I made the right decision back then.

[Saralegui pauses as well, half-turned to watch Yuuri warily. Warily, because he honestly at this point expects some level of rejection and is prepared to take it in as dignified a manner as possible.

He shouldn't have been surprised to hear the exact opposite out if Yuuri, really. Yuuri being Yuuri and all. But he is, and he just blinks at the other king for a moment, stunned.

And then, of course, he has to fight back a smile. He doesn't really succeed, but the attempt is made.]

...It would be stupid to try lying. Your Great Sage would probably just tell you anything I didn't.

[ Yuuri smiles back, relieved. ]

Probably. [ Then again, it's always hard to tell when it comes to Murata. ] It's still better to hear it directly from you, though.

[Saralegui has to look away. The Yuuri smile is too pure. He turns back to continue walking, shrugging in an exasperated manner.]

You're still far too trusting. Ambitious men like me will take advantage of you if you aren't more careful.

[ Yuuri hurries to catch up. ]

Well, nothing too bad has happened... yet.

[Scoffs. Good lord, Yuuri, how have you survived this long?]

Well. No wonder you forgave me so easily, if all that wasn't "too bad".

[ It's honestly a miracle.

Yuuri realizes exactly what he says, and his face colors with embarrassment. ]

You know what I mean! Everyone can be redeemed, or improve themselves... I've never met anyone who couldn't.

I have. You're just too optimistic.

[What would Yuuri have done about King Lanzhil? Kept trying to talk to him and having to be rescued when it went poorly? Saralegui honestly felt bad for Yuuri's retainers. Everyone's lives would be much easier if they just sat back and let Saralegui deal with Large Shimaron. Once they all got back home, anyway.]

Optimism isn't a bad thing, though.

[ But just like anything, optimism can be bad in excess. And while he knows that, Yuuri still has a hard time not believing there's a good side to everyone. ]

[L o r d. Yuuri is very lucky he's so endearing. Saralegui shakes his head, his exasperation nearly tangible.]

Neither is knowing when to give it up and change methods. It's unrealistic to think you can solve every problem with optimism and talk.

[ He's quiet for a few moments, before finally nodding. ]

It is... I'd just prefer to solve everything that way. But I know not everything is that easy.

[That's...a surprisingly mature response coming from Yuuri, even if it is still clinging to unrealistic idealism. Saralegui gives Yuuri a thoughtful look, expression unreadable.]

You could start acting like you know that. It's exhausting watching you sometimes. I can only inage how your retainers must feel, having to deal with it all the time.

[ He prickles a little at that last statement, guilt and annoyance building in his chest. ]

They're not retainers. [ But that's an argument for another day, and he lets it go for now. ]

I know it's not always as easy as I want it to be, but if I give up and start thinking that trying to solve everything peacefully won't work then it really won't work. Using force... isn't even an option for me. I'll do anything I can before resorting to it.

[The first point is answered just with a loose wave, Saralegui being nowhere near in the mood to debate that right now. And the second...]

There are options besides "peaceful negotiations" and "force".

[Come on, does he look like someone who's into war and fighting? That was dad's thing, and Saralegui makes a point not to do anything like dad did.]

What are those options?

[ Because he... can't really think of any. Oops. ]

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lost track of this notif for a few days orz

no worries!

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